Feel Alive!

Choose to be whomever you please; imaginary or real.

Wednesday, April 28, 2010


Let not Time bend your will, but rather will Time to bend for you.


"Sense to whom?" Something only makes sense when there is sense to be made. For what is sense? How does humanity come to terms with it and fully agree on what is true? One could think the words make much sense, while another is lost in gibberish.

On another note, ever asked someone a question and automatically answered it for yourself? Perhaps the only way to get information is to ask aloud for it.


If you start focusing in too much on a specific goal, you can lose sight of the bigger picture. "If you look too closely at the bark you may lose sight of the forest." - Matthieu Rheaume


Stop thinking that today is the only day! Only know that everything is perfect.

Tout Est Parfait.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

"If you don't know the way, just wait. Relax. Dream. Go to sleep. Meditate until emptiness occurs. It is then that sentient awareness tends to re-create reality and set us on new paths, again and again. Another beginning of a new consciousness occurs." -- Arnold Mindell
"Upon learning to "see" a man becomes everything by becoming nothing. He vanishes and yet he's there. This is the time a man can be or get anything he desires. But he desires nothing and meets his fellow men in the midst of their folly. A man who "sees" controls his folly, and it has detached him from everything he knew before." - Don Juan


Oppressors and oppressed meet at the end, and the only thing that prevails is that life was altogether too short for both.


"Learn to reduce your wants to nothing. As long as you think you are a victim, life will be hell. What makes us "happy" is to want. Yet if we learned to cut our wants to nothing, the smallest thing we'd get would be a true gift. To be poor or wanting is only a thought, or to hate or to be hungry or be in pain." - A Seperate Reality


We are constantly living different lives, one after the other. Only memory links us to our previous lives. A life can be full of lives -- for an entire lifetime can happen every single second.


The sun seeks your skin to sink into.


I go on living because I have my will. I have tempered my will until it's wholesome and now it doesn't matter to me that nothing matters. My will controls my folly of my life.


The moment you experience total disassociation with form, it is hard to see why we must be or do anything that we're used to doing as a human being. Our absolute state is so simple, so beautiful the way it is, yet we decided to create this physical reality. The two states are night and day. Once you know of both, you live knowing that you must accept your own folly.

"It's possible to insist, to properly insist, even though we know that what we're doing is useless. But we must know first that our acts are useless and yet we must proceed as if we didn't know it. That's a sorcerer's controlled folly."
"I am happy that you asked me about controlled folly yet it wouldn't have mattered in the least if you didn't. I have chosen to feel happy, as if I cared that you asked, as if it mattered that I care. That is controlled folly!" - Don Juan


Pain is only part of this physical world. The moment you forget your connection to within, you start feeling the effects. You have to accept the reality you're in, and embrace it if you want to be happy. You would be miserable your entire life if you didn't accept the fact that you must live like a human being. If all already is, then we should never try to change it. Just love every moment and every moment will be exactly what you wanted.

There are so many levels of perception, and every day I'm shown a brand new reality I never knew existed. We've shape shifted our being into these human forms to understand each other, bounce off and reflect off one another. What comes first, our individual consciousness or the world's consciousness, the collective?


I absolutely go crazy when I see a word that I can't pronounce. English is such a strange language.

Wednesday, April 7, 2010


If I mind what I do, constantly, if I try to feel every sensation moment after moment and truly see what it is I'm looking at; my mind, body and energy flow effortlessly with the fabric of time and there is absolutely no stress. It's a wonderful feeling -- and others around you feel your laid back, carefree energy and it usually rubs off on them too.

Saturday, April 3, 2010


Name: Lydia Beauregard

Name Meaning

Your name at birth was a set up! It set the stage for who you would become and the people and events you would be likely to attract. It helped to shape your perspective of life, your energy level and your attitudes. It helped to determine your level of self-esteem and your future potential for success or for struggle. Everything is energy in motion. Everything, including you - is like a powerful, broadcasting satellite - emanating distinct, vibrational frequencies that magnetically attract your experiences. What frequency is your name set to?
Soul Urge: 32 / 5
(Vowels: YIAEAUEA)
Your Soul Urge - The Song of Your Soul - A Deeper Look Into What Motivates You

The Soul Urge number has also been called Heart's Desire and Spiritual Urge. It is our secret, innermost longing. Our dream, our motivation, the fuel that energizes our journey. The Soul Urge number reveals what we secretly strive to be or accomplish. Some have said that this number tells us what we have been in previous lifetimes, the accumulated growth of our soul.

Variety is what drives you. For this reason travel, the arts, education and self expression are areas where you are likely to be found. Freedom to choose, to move about without limitation, to absorb information and to observe life are imperative to your inner health and happiness. You crave stimulation and may be drawn to exhilarating adventures and death-defying sports. Your sensual nature will lead the way.
Personality: 38 / 11 / 2
(Consonants: LDBRGRD)
Your Personality - The Impression You Make upon the World

The Personality number describes the way we appear to the outside world, the first impression people have of us. We may not even be aware of how we are perceived by others because we are so often focused on our inner world, and many times the inner does not match the outer. Personality gives us a peek at some hidden talents we have. The talents that we use to get along in the world and in some instances, protect us from it. It is likened to a bag of tools (jewels) that we carry with us along the way.

You have a very neat, composed appearance to the outside world. Peaceful and unobtrusive, you are the one people go to for companionship and harmony. You seem to have a quiet, non-judgmental wisdom which attracts those needing advise and an objective point of view. Your ability to see both sides of a situation makes you appear indecisive.
Some may detect a glow around you and feel drawn to you by fate. The glow is a reflection of the refined and inspirational energy that courses through you, seemingly from other worlds. You may be an artistic genius or any other kind for that matter, but one thing is for sure, you have a powerful effect on anyone who enters your life. You are not afraid to recreate yourself as is necessary at your accelerated pace and other people follow your example becoming more of who they really are.
Expression: 70 / 7

Your Expression - Character, Talents and Identity - Your Unique Quality of Consciousness

The Expression number shows us who we truly are, what we came into this life already knowing. This is where we feel most comfortable and how we automatically act. We attract people and situations to us that require our Expression so that they can further evolve. In this way we play the role of teacher. Naturally we are attracted to occupations that we resonate to, so the Expression number can be a strong factor in our choice of a career as well. Our Expression is the vehicle, with all its virtues and vices, that drives us along the path of our Destiny. It is the essence of our identity.

Yours is the path of the mind. Silence and solitude are your doorways into the deep recesses of the mind and the universe. You are the philosopher, the analyst, the seeker and if you'd be willing, the teacher. The time and energy that you spend discovering the microscopic core of things has gifted you with the ability to tap into psychic energy. It is with this energy that you can separate the true from the false.

Friday, April 2, 2010


"Acknowledging fear is not a cause for depression or discouragement. Because we possess such fear, we also are potentially entitled to experience fearlessness. Fearlessness is not the reduction of fear, but its transcendence -- going beyond fear."

Thursday, April 1, 2010


Seperate the five senses -- this is how you exercise your concentration.


Associating the cosmic, multi-dimensional chakras with specific flowers will give you an image that you can use to explore the numerous non-physical aspects of your identity.


I listen to this music and it awakens something in me. Something so strong it's impossible to deny it from myself. Makes feelings come through which I can't really explain -- like I know who I want to be and I'm so much closer to becoming it. Music resonates within my soul. I must do something with it. It's ridiculous.


To some you're the smartest person alive. To others, anything you say or do equates to utter destruction. How is it that chemistry lets us experience these different ways of expressing ourselves? To him I am constantly prophesizing; being the oracle that I know I am -- it's like I'm talking to myself, my mind chatter being spoken aloud. But to the other conversation never flows, blockades are brought forth that you will never be able to tear down.



Thai Sauce

1/2 cup olive oil
1/2 cup soya sauce
1/4 cup red wine vinegar
2 tbsp tahini
1/2 tsp salt
1/4 tsp cayenne
1/4 tsp chili powder
2 tbsp maple syrup
2 tbsp agave
1/2 tsp garlic powder
2 tbsp miso



"Have courage. We cannot emphasize enough: have courage. Follow your inner guidance and trust yourselves. Call energy into your physical bodies and utilize it. Defy the laws of humanity, because that is what you came here to do." -- Bringers of the Dawn


"Your power ends where your fear begins."


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This weekend I was on Pender Island. Very refreshing, good to be away from real life for a few days. I love the island's mentality -- everyone here makes up a whole in which we all must maintain and work together to make it thrive. Everyone here is so friendly and caring! I was driving past a lady with her dog and she turned around,s miled and waved as if she totally knew me for years and years. It was heartwarming to say the least. I know, sounds silly, but that's what community should be. Treat all as your neighbor and contributor to your beautiful surrounding world. We are interconnected, others simply offering a different perspective on what we are viewing and experiencing from our own two eyes.


"No man is an island, entire of itself; every man is a piece of the continent."

"Any man's death diminishes me, because I am involved in Mankind; and therefore never send to know for whom the bell tolls; it tolls for thee."

"Art is the most passionate orgy within man's grasp."

-- John Donne

Man was this guy ever awesome.