Accomplish

Hard to know if I have ever accomplished enough. What is the measure? What is the scale? When will I rest, in peace, able to look back on accomplishments and be satiated, satisfied? The ego is strong, pulling me into constant motion, relentless in its search for approval and atonement. What is my measure of success? What must I prove, to others, but most importantly myself, in order to truly and fully surrender to nothingness?