Tuesday, June 21, 2016

Restle-ness

 
Restlessness.
Restlessness ...
 
What's next? What's out there? What's better? What's missing?
 
Always questioning, always seeking answers, and if there are answers given these answers do not stop the search for a new set of questions and it becomes infinity, a snake eating its own tail, a line forming a circle, an endless restlessness. It's exhausting, but it's also the way my mind keeps going and going. Nothing ever satisifies. 
 
How do I go about changing this kind of mind habit? it's as if the mind is the first to receive a direction, but if we can change our minds then we must have another source that directs our minds to think what it thinks. If I want to be here now, if I want to enjoy fully what I am doing and not seek elsewhere always for something bigger, grander, more this and more that ... how do I begin?