Aware Anxiety

This anxiety, this heart racing, this body jittering; it is the power of the unknown, brewing inside of you, twirling, pulsing, beating your heart awake. It is the unnerving feeling of uncertainty, and in uncertainty comes possibility, and possibility is miraculous. it is the sensation which you must totally surrender to, lift your hands to the big open sky and let go of fear and doubt, or if you cannot let go, go deeper into the fear and doubt, let it completely consume you until you realize letting go and going within are one in the same. let your anxiety grow, let it surround you like a cloud of black, and see just how comfortable that darkness can be, wrapping you like a starry blanket, embracing you and expanding with you in all directions. Is it anxiety at all?