Sunday, July 21, 2013
Alone or lonely?
Still trying to master staying at home by myself. Most times I end up trying to find something to do anywhere but home, and it truly does not fulfill me. And no matter how much I know this, I keep doing it again and again. Am I afraid to be alone? Am I afraid of being bored? Perhaps unseen. I have this weird personal theory that if I don’t see anyone and they don’t see me then whatever I’m doing actually doesn’t exist. That’s probably wrong.