LETTING GO
never felt so important.
it's been about letting go for years. the spiritual mantra: let go.
release it, be free! find freedom in holding on to nothing!
but it is all thoughts and feelings until more is discovered, until we've let go just enough that we get to see just how much we're still holding onto.
we we we - me me me. I'm sick. I'm sick of being so tight, so cold, so dry, so resistant, so heavy, so thick, so burdened, so untrusting, so fearful. the future will be; whatever it brings is a mystery to all. I cannot live my life based on a fear of the future, because all I have is today. and what brings me the most joy? I want to share my life! I want to share what I have with other people. I want experiences with friends, with lovers, I want to make and build and create and float. I want to be of service, I want to expand, I want to hold others in their difficult moments and their beautiful moments. I want knowledge, wisdom, I want to have what I need in hard times, I want to regret nothing, I want to sit still knowing that I've done my work and that I haven't forgotten anything. I want to take action where it's important. I want to declutter, and use money wisely, where it matters for an unpredictable future.
I keep thinking that I have to be more, do more, earn more, take care of more, to be enough, not to burden others, not to take up too much space. but what if I am enough, as I am? what if I can let go of this belief that I need more to be more?
I AM ENOUGH
AS I AM
I AM LOVE
AS I AM